It was a good weekend. But the best thing of all was contempt<\/EM>. —–<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":3,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[4],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/foolish-house.local\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/544"}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/foolish-house.local\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/foolish-house.local\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/foolish-house.local\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/3"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/foolish-house.local\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=544"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"http:\/\/foolish-house.local\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/544\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/foolish-house.local\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=544"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/foolish-house.local\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=544"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/foolish-house.local\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=544"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}
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A new trainee shows promise. It’s good to flex that muscle again, and find it more powerful than before, not less. As she and my animal worked around my apartment- worked hard, and worked in the efficient manner I find most pleasing- I experienced a contentment with my world, and my place in it. I did some writing for The Estate<\/A> while I was at it, an effort I have not found any inspiration to support in far too long. It quickly became apparent that what I had was not only a stepping stone towards the rebuilding of that institution, it was a fine presentation in and of itself. I expect I’ll have a booklet and TES presentation written on it very soon.
Other plans are moving forward as well, including a possibility of bringing money into my house on a regular basis (Hosannah!). <\/P>
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Not just tasting it, acknowledging it- but finally allowing myself to enjoy the strength and freedom it offers me. I’ve been bouncing on the edge of this high dive for a year, looking longingly at the water, but never quite getting my shit together to dive.
I dove, dragging my animal down to the bottom with me.
The german judge gives it a 9.9<\/P>
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